Let's start with a whole "my life sucks" post, shall we?
E-chan hates me. Basically because I'm religious and she doesn't want me to be putting any religious pressure on Nil (who is my boyfriend at the moment) to become religious as well. Fine. I don't force him to come with me anywhere and I don't constantly yell at him that he's going to hell, but that apparently isn't enough. I have to not be "Christian" at all, which is impossible, by the way. It's part of who I am.
Oh! Other note. I haven't been going to church for several months. I have no idea if people back there remember me at all or if they care. I miss it. a lot.
Basically right now I want to rip apart my insides and spread the steaming entrails to symbolize what I'm feeling at the moment. Fantastic imagery, yes?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!
