Upset

Maybe it's because I'm tired, but after talking with Nil tonight, I was suddenly reminded of all the things I missed about my horseman, all the things I wish we could do, and things I wish we could've had tome to do. Now I just feel tired, lonely, sad, and sick.

Oh, I may also be getting sick. I've found a couple of infected spots in my mouth and throat. They're small, but bothersome. Just in time for finals and going to see my beloved horseman.

I'll just go cry in my pillow now. Maybe I'll trick my tired brain into thinking I'm actually cuddling with someone and can get some sleep this way. Then again, maybe not.